My blog was rapidly becoming a dead end. I need to post more often. Add that to the short list of new year's resolutions, along with having a consistent devotional time and a consistent workout at the gym! Sorry to anyone who may have checked and seen nothing new for three months...such is the life of a busy homeschool mom!
I have been reading the Sermon on the Mount tonight. Jesus has so much to say to us there...there is just no squirm room at all! "For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses." "Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. sufficient for the day is its own trouble." Now, THAT's one worth living by! "...why do you look at the speck in your brother's eye, but do not consider the plank in your own eye?" Ah, another new year's resolution: remove plank from both eyes! I need to put that at the top of my to do list!
As the years roll by, it becomes increasingly clear how many and varied and ingrained my sins are. If it weren't for God's grace, it would truly be overwhelming...and sometimes, when I am weak, it is overwhelming. Those are the times when I wonder what possible use God could have for me, a filthy sinner, a liar, a complainer, a malcontent, an idolater. Then I remember that His plan is all about redeeming, changing us from the inside out, placing in us a heart of flesh and not stone. It is not about us making ourselves perfect, though we are called imitate Him in all we think and do. It is an impossible task, and yet it is in the process of trying that we are redeemed. I admit, I can't understand it all. But His Word continues to ring true and to guide without fail. So, I can look forward to what HE will accomplish in this, His new year.